If you are embarrassed by what you want, it funks up the energy around it and keeps it from you. The Universe isn't receiving a clear signal so it can't deliver.
This is what I want to talk about because I recently discovered one of my dreams. And I admitted it to myself.😉
This is something I truly desire. This is something that I daydream about. This is something that I can see happening and it feels fucking amazing.🤗
It reminds me of another time when I was afraid to admit what I truly wanted. Looking back at it now, I feel so sad for myself, who I was then, and how I could have had the thoughts that kept me from admitting my true feelings.
I was 8 months pregnant with Max, so John would have been 18 months old. And I thought I needed to get a job!😯
I couldn't admit to myself that I wanted to be a stay-at-home-mom.
I interviewed for an hourly position at the university where John was working. Somehow I thought working for $12/hour, and putting little John in daycare, was a good idea.
What was I thinking?!🤔
This is the question that pops up when we look back on decisions we made from the bottom of the scale. I guess I was feeling guilt and shame because I had an expensive degree and was just sitting on my ass at home.😮🤣
It bewilders me today.😳
So I guess I have two things to ask you.
1. What do you really want, though you may be afraid to tell anyone, or even admit it to yourself? The Universe will have a tough time delivering it to you if the vibration you're sending out is, "oh, that? I couldn't. Nah, I don't want that, thanks anyway."
2. Are you making choices from the top or the bottom of the scale? The days when you're in a funk, or you're feeling desperate or hopeless, are not the days for big decisions. Those are the days I hear myself say, "oh, fuck it, what difference does it make?"
Let yourself dream, let yourself imagine the best. It can only assist the Universe in making that dream a reality for you.
Don't push yourself into making decisions when you're feeling pressured or cornered. Only make decisions when you're feeling inspired and excited.
I wasn't able to admit that I wanted to be home with my kids until a few years later when I described my ideal business. That's when the magic happened.💫
That's when the Universe guided me to my donut business.🍩
When we have the courage to admit what we truly want, not what we think we should want, our thoughts and true desires align. Then come the inspiration and synchronicity. And then comes the fucking amazing part.⭐️